INTELLIGENCE WITHIN
What is your name and what is the purpose of this interview?
My name is Linda Joy. My inner
name is Light on All Levels.
The purpose for this interview is to educate and help people understand the whys of being.
Can you explain the inner name, Light on All Levels?
Light
is synonymous with vibrations, energy, source and god.
Levels are synonymous with dimensions of consciousness.
I
know myself to be energy, which can also be called god, on every level of consciousness.
You know yourself to be God?
Of course not Creator God, but certainly an aspect of it or Him. I speak in
humble reverence about Creator Source in this interview and with no self-centered ego need to take over that Divine
position! I believe god is intelligent energy, and because I know myself to be energy and intelligent or having awareness,
then I could also call myself god, He is after all, my true parent. I prefer to say I am the energy we call god.
I am related to my human parents and call myself human, so why shouldn’t I call myself god whom we assume is spiritual
energy, when I know myself to be created out of the spirit and energy that we label god?
I honor my parents, both human and spiritual, and acknowledge my relationship to both. I have no ego centered idea that
I am the creator, or originator of all things; only that I am a “chip off the old block.” I am the child
of my human parents and a child of my spiritual parent, I belong to both equally; human and god. If I call myself human,
I must own all of the characteristics of that label and if I call myself god, I must own the charasterics of that label as
well. This makes me entirely responsible for everything I think and create, and I can no longer blame anything
outside of myself for any of my actions. I must be as much of the god that I am as I can be, and remember
my relationship to god the creator is my true parent and the humans through which I travelled to get here,
merely the vehicles god used to bring me into existence.
Creator source, also called god, may be a divine intelligence separated
from me by dimensions, but if I am created out of it, then I am a part of it; an expression of it, and hold the attributes
of it as well. I cannot be less than that which created me, even though I may not be fully aware and demonstrating what that
is while living in this three dimensional world.
In this dimension
I am the child of a human, created out of creator source or god. I have the attributes of every human, am one with them
and hold all of the thoughts, emotions and physicality that they hold. God at this level is physical or condensed energy,
but no less the energy we call god than any other dimension of that energy. It is only human consciousness that defiles
our concept of god and the way we demonstrate through that limited consciousness that makes us appear less than godly.
Are you like Jesus Christ?
Jesus, who represents the level
or dimension we call Christ (also referred to as the I AM), is that level of consciousness expressing
perfection, or god’s attributes. Jesus demonstrated this level of mind (the Christ mind), proving that
man is capable of unconditional love. The I Am level of reality is a dimension of energy and thought inherent to our
spiritual nature; our spiritual nature is the energy we call god. So, I am like Jesus, as we all are. I am
not demonstrating that likeness, however, as I am still seeking to manifest the perfection that I am; still working to be
like Jesus by accessing that level of mind which is Christ in me, and demonstrating the attributes inherent to it. The
Christ level of consciousness is our birth right and accessible to all men. Some are more aware of this connection than
others and some demonstrate it in higher ways than others.
How
would you explain your human expression?
My physical self is one dimension of the god that I am; the energy
that I am. I am focusing my awareness in the frequency of the third dimension, or physical plane, and experiencing myself
as a physical being. You have heard it before; I am spirit playing at being human.
Do you consider yourself more God than human?
I understand god to be energy;
I know myself to be energy. I know I am demonstrating more humanly than godly while in this realm because of the limited
consciousness through which I see. But, I am equally
human and god because these are one and the same energy only separated by dual thinking. We think we are more human and less
god because we believe in duality, and the attributes of creator source only demonstrate to the extent of our human consciousness
or awareness and not to the extent we are capable. We do not see through the eyes of the I Am, or Christ mind that we
hold within. Our labels confuse and confound us; if we think in terms of energy then it is easy to believe that we are
all god, as god is all the energy that is.
Why
be human?
Being human teaches us more of what god is; how the energy we call god thinks, feels and
senses when confined and focused through a separated consciousness encased in a physical form while living
in a tangible, physical world. In this experience, we completely separate the consciousness from our source, creating
duality. We feel as if we have fallen from the light, and we seek to find our way back to that light, or source of origin
we call god.
Where does the devil fit into this
experience?
Devil is the word we have given to heavy energy. I know myself to be energy. . . ALL energy.
. . dark, bright, low, high or heavy and light. The label devil, or heavy energy, is that part of me which has separated from
creator source, god or Christ consciousness, or the light energy that I am. I am condensed energy and therefore
heavy.
In this realm, we cannot find god without an awareness of its counterpart.
This is a realm of duality and opposites; dark/light, cold/hot, low/high, bad/good, or devil/god. We find light through
the darkness, warmth from the cold, highs from the lows, good from the bad, and god from the devil. This provides a process
through which to evolve. I know myself to be both dark and light energy, labeled devil and god. These are
two sides of human nature; dual mindedness. I can't be one without being the other in this realm of duality. It
is the dark that drives us to find the light. We are all shadows cast from our own light, and are all looking for that
light.
Are you afraid of the devil?
No, I do not fear the dark side of myself. I embrace, love and forgive this aspect of my being and, in doing
so; it becomes the light that we refer to as god. It has no power when the consciousness of Christ is realized
in man's mind. Love eradicates fear, and it is fear that attracts the heavy energy we call devil. There is
no separation of the energy we call god when we see through loving eyes.
Do you fear God?
As creator source is infinite, I can never know all that
I am in god. So, I might have fear of the undiscovered aspects of god that I have not brought to consciousness.
I would fear the unknown more than fearing creator source. I do have an innate sense and desire to please god, however,
and some might determine that as fear.
Why do
people fear the devil?
In the process of separation from creator source, and into individualized consciousness,
we create duality. This separation is essential to this experience. We cannot know what god encompasses in energy
without experiencing opposites. Fearing heaviness, or the devil, is really fear of accepting responsibility for our
individual, and collective contribution to this body of energy we have created by our emanating thoughts, feelings and actions.
We empower the heaviness by fear, negative action, emotion and thought.
We all know the process is to seek the light, or creator source, and manifest that reality physically; it is the
collective goal of humanity. The objective is to integrate with the energy that we are, dark and light, and see it all,
or understand it all, as one light vibrating at different levels of frequency, all teaching us about what the energy
we call god does through us with our free will, individualized consciousness, and physically manifested forms.
What do you say to people who fear the devil?
I say you fear yourselves; the dark side of your own natures.
I say what you fear is the power that you have to attract heaviness into your world. I say you fear taking responsibility
for the power that you have to attract and direct the energy that you are. I say you conveniently use the term “devil”
to excuse yourselves from responsibility.
I say to those rooted
in religious fear that you must love the devil and hate its deeds; like you are taught to do for man. What greater affront
to a human devil or supernatural devil to love it unconditionally, but refuse to do its will? Love alone empowers you
and brings you to your Christ mind.
Is there
a real devil?
Heavy energy is real and your labels for it are real; as long as you live in duality, that
is. Devil is a word that conjures up many dark images that reinforce your fears and your fears reinforce the reality of the
word. So the devil is as real as your own faith makes it.
But,
do you believe there are a real devil and a real God?
Yes, while we live in duality they are real, because these
are labels we give to dark and light energy; good and evil exists in the minds of men. Until the mind of man is unified
in Christ, or the I Am level of consciousness, these aspects will always be in opposition; two forces finding their power
through the limited consciousness of the human being. We empower this energy by our own thinking and fear based natures, making
the experience of one or the other more or less real. The more faith one has in god (the light), the less fear of the
devil (the dark). The more fear in a devil, the less power one has in god. It is totally a relative experience
with energy based on individual consciousness.
When
I lived in duality, I used to believe the devil was a person (actually it was; it was me), but now see only god (also me,
but without hating the devil that I am). So, is the devil real to me now? No: I have no hatred in my heart; isn’t
that what the devil is? Is god real to me now? Yes: god is real and personal, defined as love, light and
energy. But, with all that said, I understand and accept the reality of devil and god as persons within the dynamic
of the third dimension and the religions to which they belong.
Can
the devil hurt us?
Heaviness, called devil, can hurt you, if you allow it. If you give that aspect of yourself
power, you add more power to that aspect by your faith. You emit your energy by thought and emotion; you attract back
the same in like; you emit again, and attract more; this power builds and builds by like resonance, and soon you are overwhelmed
by its impact. In the physical realm, this heavy energy by your labels carries many unnecessary consequences into your space,
causing great pain and suffering.
Do you mean
the devil has no independent power?
Heaviness comes to you by your own authority and subjectivity. Labels
don't change the energy, you feel the energy based on your faith in those labels. I have no faith in a devil; therefore,
I don't feel the energy of a devil. You and you alone, bring all things into your space, including the attitudes you
believe about a devil. By your fear and subjectivity, you allow this aspect power over you, and you treat it as if it had
nothing to do with you. Jesus knew his authority in god (love and light), and therefore, the devil (evil or darkness)
had no power over him.
What did you mean
by labels don’t change the energy?
God and energy are synonymous. This energy vibrates at many different
frequencies, creating multi dimensional realities. In this realm, the frequencies are dense creating the illusion of
solids. We label this energy physical. The label doesn’t change the fact that it is still just energy; creator
source, or god’s energy.
We give power to energy
by our faith in the labels, not the energy. The energy just is. Without labels, energy will still be doing what it does,
and being what it is. Without labels, we see one reality – god, or energy, moving through all of life. If
we believe or label it all good, all one, all loving, it would be so.
So,
I control the energy?
Yes, and you struggle to maintain that control at the physical level of experience.
In truth, or at the level of your I Am, you enter into a state of complete non-resistance, or no control. At this level
you realize a state of oneness; you are what you see and what you judge. Everything and everyone is a reflection of the spiritual
you; the energy that you are. In that state, there is no desire to control as duality ceases to exist. Spiritual
understanding surpasses human understanding and allows us to accept and forgive ignorance of the spirit (evil), and send love
into that ignorance; put love, or the energy we call god there.
Do you know the purpose of this planet – I mean what are we doing here?
Intelligence
within has given it this way:
This is a new and awesome experiment
in the cosmos. We are here to experience physical god, or god manifest. We are here to emotionalize, or feel the
energy we call god. We get to have free will and be physical gods. We can create or destroy. We can empower our
energy in any way we want. We get to choose.
The greatest
gift we have is bringing the vibrations from the mental, or thought realm of the energy we call god, into an emotional
reality to experience the feeling of love. Love is the foundation for the planet. We all desire to love and be
loved, and we're all giving and seeking love in our own unique ways.
Jesus
demonstrated and taught us how to find our way to freedom and oneness with this creator source, or energy we call god.
What goes in must come out. It’s the law of circulation. We are receivers of light or energy, and our spiritual
nature is motion. We seem to have a hard time letting go of everything from attitudes, feelings, and each other, to
stuff. The objective is to learn how to let go – keep a constant state of forgiveness – this is the Christ,
or I Am consciousness, a state of non-resistance, which we can also say is a state of acceptance without judgment; it is unconditional
love.
Our mutual
goal is to understand that we are god, right here, right now, and that creator source energy is in everything we see.
We must believe that we are like god and can demonstrate that reality here on earth, if we want to make a better world. To
unconditionally love from every level of being, is being a Christ, or god manifest.
What do you mean by “every level of being”?
We are experiencing
ourselves in a three dimensional plane. We have three dimensions we challenge for learning. These are: the physical
body, the emotional body and the mental body. Each of these bodies has an ego sense. It is the personal ego that has a need
to control. Letting go of the need to control each of these three bodies brings one closer to the I Am reality; “Let
go and let god” or enter into a state of non-resistance or unconditional love.
What do you mean by "challenge for learning"?
The challenge is seeing the whole self, integrating with that self and loving all of that self by not fearing, denying, or
resisting any aspect of it. We resist and deny the dark side of ourselves instead of finding ways to embrace and forgive
it through understanding. Resistance is not seeing the love there, and fighting to control the energy away from our space
instead of letting it flow through. Resistance causes pain and blocks in our mental, emotional and physical bodies.
That sounds like a lot of work.
It is work.
People would rather be tapped on the head with a transforming wand, or have some psychic tell them what their lives are about
than take the challenge themselves. There are no quick fixes to freedom. The holder of your truth is within you,
and it is up to you to extract it. With self-revelation comes freedom and spiritual purpose for your life.
What have you done to reach the I Am level?
I’m
far from walking consistently in that light, but have had the honor of knowing it at various times throughout my life.
My first challenge was the mental body. The ego at this level has a need
to control how it is perceived and intellectually accepted. The internal feeling was one of intellectual inferiority,
so I would compensate by pretending to be more educated than I was, or simply verbally bash and bully people until they surrendered
to my position. This control issue took me about ten years to finally release. I no longer resist other points of view
or realities and have no need to control how or what another person thinks.
Next, I integrated with my emotional body. The ego in this center controls love for protection. The fear
is having love hurt, so the ego loves conditionally to avoid that pain. In addition, the emotional ego resists feeling
anything heavy. I was very good at throwing emotional pain into denial slots. Of course, when we do this, we never
know how much love we are actually capable of giving. This control issue took me over eight years to finally release.
I now allow myself to feel every emotion without resistance. When there's no need to control the energy away from feeling,
there's no resistance. When there's no resistance, there's no devastating pain, only heavy vibrations moving through
the heart center and going out again.
I am working on my physical
body now. The ego at this level controls the image and physical stuff in order to gain approval and acceptance, or feel
secure. I am still in resistance at this level. Additionally, when I say body, it is not precluded to my physical
body, but the physical world as well.
Why the world
as well?
Each body is not individual in "oneness" consciousness, or at the level of the I Am. We appear
totally separate from each other and act and react separately in our human expression. In the I Am reality, we
realize that we are all one body. That body includes our collective mental, emotional and physical bodies, where everything
and everyone is seen as one body, one mind, one heart, one body of energy; this is why we must love it all. I know myself
to be you. I am you and everyone else that I see. I am your mind and your heart. I’m still working on this
concept at the physical level. When I achieve non-resistance, or have completely let go of the need to control or hang
onto the physical, as I have with the other two bodies, I will manifest more of the I Am, or god that I am.
How did you do this and what help did you have?
My
path from early childhood has been one of asking questions and finding answers. I always wanted to know why I did the things
I did and why I thought the things I thought. I found more comfort and safety in the paranormal world since early childhood,
seeing and speaking with entities in other dimensions, and having conversations with Jesus since age four (interesting being
the child of a devout atheist).
I became more
fully aware of my life's path in the mid 1970’s, when I sought help for my five-year-old daughter who was, and is, very
psychically gifted. She propelled me into finding answers to be able to explain her experiences to her. My first
revelation came after reading Nuclear Evolution by Christopher Hills. It explains the physics of light and our spiritual
relationship to that light.
Simultaneously, I went to a woman
named Tera, who introduced me to meditation. I began to meditate every day, then twice a day, then three times a day.
In 1987 I had a “born again” experience wherein an intense light encircled me for several minutes. When
it ceased, the old Linda died and a new being emerged. I call it my burning bush experience.
I joined a new age church, Teaching of the Inner Christ, and worked toward a ministerial degree.
I was given my inner name, Light on All Levels. I channeled automatic writings and began receiving profound information
from Jesus, the Christ mind level of consciousness, and was guided to teach in the California Penal System.
I was given information about what I must do to find freedom and peace. Through all
of these years, I continued being taught by the teacher Jesus in meditation. Each day was a challenge and a revelation.
There were days of fear and terror, joy, love and freedom all intertwined.
It was like learning a whole new set of rules and starting life all over again. I was clearing out the old
to make room for the new.
What are you doing
now?
I work with individuals or groups teaching how to go within and find their own answers. I am a writer,
speaker and a vehicle for my I Am to do energy work through me. And, I continue to allow creator source to orchestrate my
life.
Creator source as opposed to what?
Human will. Surrendering to divine will, or the I Am level of mind, is exercising faith and letting go of the
need to control. When I step out of the way, wonders happen through me.
What would you like to say as a parting gift?
Love. It is the key
to freedom, simple but true. Love unconditionally. Find a way to see that behind every demonstration is a cause,
a reason. Let go and let the god that you are deal with the resistance, the struggle. You can make this happen by checking
every thought, every feeling and every action radiating from your space. Beware, and aware, of yourselves. You
create your heaven and your hell. Love who you are, you are so beautiful.
Thank you Light on All Levels, this has been interesting.
You are welcome and thank you.
Intelligence Within Copyrighted 8/23/07
You may reach the author at:
linda@listenwithlinda.com
Linda Joy Crutcher
951 894-5117